i'm havi...

i'm having a cheese and broccoli potato thing. i think i eat too much. but i never seem to gain much weight. my body must not digest food. i'm like, unwillingly bulimic, or something. it feels like heather is gone. like she has been gone for a thousand years, she has abandoned me. when really it could not have been more than like, a day. but still...i don't know. i'm scared.