heather called me...

heather called me today finally. i'm glad she called... it just makes me really sad that she could just stop talking to me like that. i thought we were like best friends... but yeah, i guess that just kinda proves once again that everything good i ever have always goes away.

i'm ...

i'm such a loser. i need to get off the internet, i've been on like all day. i think i am going to go read.

dont suck on tea ...

dont suck on tea bags, even if they do taste yummy

oops i ...

oops i forgot to write in this today. i just gave heather (internet heather) a link to this, so.....hi heather. =)

okay, going to...

okay, going to go watch movie now. i hope no one will miss me. i sure wont. of course i'll still be with me. that's what kinda sucks about being yourself...you're always with you. yeah okay. bye.

grr. ...

grr. i want to go to the video store. but my mommy wont take me. i guess i'll just watch IwtV again...

i watched inte...

i watched interview with the vampire again. i guess it's not THAT bad for a movie, i was just really dissapointed after reading the book. but i always am. they like totally messed it up. i guess it's not such a great idea to read books and then see the movie it is made into.

i'm havi...

i'm having a cheese and broccoli potato thing. i think i eat too much. but i never seem to gain much weight. my body must not digest food. i'm like, unwillingly bulimic, or something. it feels like heather is gone. like she has been gone for a thousand years, she has abandoned me. when really it could not have been more than like, a day. but still...i don't know. i'm scared.